Feeding Her To Buy Time

Feeding Her to Buy Time

“What have I become?

A murderer for love?

A savior to a cause?

No way to clean this blood

From off of my hands

This medicine demands

For me to do things

That no one understands”

“I do it for love

So I can feel her touch

And see her warm smile

Instead of cold eyes

The price that I pay

Is worth it to say

“I love you” again

So I commit this sin…

For love.”

“The hardest part of all

Is finding a loner

Someone I am sure

That does not have another

So in a way I am saving

Them from the pain

Of being alone

Am I fucking insane?”

“I’m feeding her to buy time

Until I finish my tests

There’s no way I can keep this up

My mind’s becoming a mess

Doing this is taking toll

I can’t bear to watch her feed

I must try to retake control

Put an end to this disease.”

“I just need more time…”

Vocals, piano - Nathan Shouse

In order to continue his work , he now needs to feed her. He ventures out to find people to use for his ghastly work. He keeps telling himself he does it to further his research and that it's for good. Little does he know, it's all for no good.